Its been 10 years I left my primary school Sekolah Kebangsaan Tualang, Alor Setar Kedah. Banyak kenangan manis dan pahit di sekolah tu. When i  was a kid, i never thought that i will miss that school someday. Petang tadi aku terpandang sekolah tu. Teringat zaman kanak-kanak yang penuh suka dan duka. Teringat classmate aku dulu, ape yang dah jadi dengan mereka semua ye? Dengar-dengar ade yang tgh study amik medic, engineering jangan cakap la memang berlambak, yang paling banyak jadi penyangak.

Rutin harian aku dulu, pergi sekolah pagi even though aku langsung tak faham ape yang cikgu ajar. Aku pergi sekolah pun sebab terpaksa-parent suruh. Tak terlintas langsung pasal masa depan. Lepas balik sekolah buat-buat tido sebab malas nak g kelas KAFA. Ntah la, rasa macam boring je kelas KAFA sebab aku tak pernah fikir yang aku akan guna ilmu tu sekarang untuk menjalani hidup. Balik sekolah je mesti melencong pnye, pergi kedai Cina beli mainan lah, pergi tangkap ikan di sungai, mandi sungai atau ikut kawan-kawan lastik burung (sampai sekarang aku tak reti lastik, seumur hidup lastik tak pernah tepat)

When i was at primary school, I very afraid of English class. I hate ENGLISH! Pernah jugak terfikir di kepala otak aku dulu. “Kenape la aku kena belajar bahasa orang putih ni, orang sini semua cakap melayu je, nak belajar bahasa ni nanti kat rumah nak cakap orang putih ke?” When English class started, I was very nervous, I don’t even understand w.t.h is my teacher talking, i couldn’t understand even a word!

Rasa bodoh giler zaman kanak-kanak dulu. Bila aku mengajar sebagai guru sandaran di Sekolah Kebangsaan Hutan Kampung last year, i can see my student felt the same way as i was in primary school. I thought English Year 5 and Year 6. Most of the students doesn’t have much problem in English, maybe because they were thought Math and Science in English. I failed English paper in  UPSR. =)

Back to the childhood story, I have a best friend named Nazrul. Now he studying Mechabical Engineering at UiTM. When i was a kid, he is my very best friend but now i never contact him. Ada kawan zaman sekolah dulu dah mati n ada jugak yg still rapat sampai sekarang. Rasa macam nak buat reunion je, tapi susah la, all of them seems macam dah lupa zaman sekolah rendah dulu. Kadang-kadang, terserempak pun buat-buat tak kenal (kebanyakan perempuan) maybe depa ingat depa bagus sangat kot) bajet cun kunun.

Ten years passed, people changed. I never thought I will step my foot in University and i never thought I will travel as far as Malacca. God planned everything that full of uncertainties. We never know what will happen and what will we get soon. Sooner or later we realized that the world is not as it seems, we are changing ourselves but we never realize it. Sooner or later, we realize that we were not who we are last few years. Become someone we were not, to be accepted by people around…

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