Life gets harder so does my studies. I still looking for a life partner, I mean the perfect one but recently it seems like it won’t come up. May be I’m too ugly for people around here, or maybe I’m too picky?

Standing at the balcony at the middle of the night to release my stress during my day almost every night, it makes me feel better, but life still gets harder. I am so tired of this life, but I know that one day the shine will come without any sign. Life is full of uncertainties. People come and go is one of the flow of life.

Right now, I still couldn’t see what would I be next 5 years? An engineer or a street punk? Could I pay all my parent’s sacrifice?  Sometimes I like to call my last memories, my childhood memories that full of happiness.

Studying at the University makes me sick! 3 Years to go and I don’t know if I could stand that long. I won’t waste my parent’s salary to pay my bills, because I realized that they won’t live any longer. Mom, Dad… I’ll Pay you back! I promise!!!

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